Saturday, March 14, 2009

Deja Vu All Over Again!

Walking through the front doors of the hospital in LaGrange felt like déjà vu all over again… as I walked into the automatic doors I thought to myself, “how am I here again?” It all started the evening before… I had been in a Leadership Conference all week for work and on Wednesday evening I felt like I should call my Grandmother to chat. The Caregiver answered and said that my Grandmother had fallen and the hospice nurse was already there and recommending X-rays. After a trip to the ER in an ambulance and about 3 hours later, it was confirmed that she had broken her right hip. Since the ball/socket bone was broken completely in half and was slowing the blood flow to her leg, the doctors ordered surgery the next day. I rushed down there the next day and made it to visit with her before the surgery. Of course, with her level of dementia these days, she really had no idea where she was or why she was there. I kept telling her that she broke her hip and that she had to go into the “repair shop” to get it repaired. Of course, five minutes later and she had already forgotten it!
Surgery went well considering all of the issues... she was back in her hospital room by 6 or 7pm Thursday night. Since they were able to do a spinal tap instead of full anesthesia, her confusion was not as elevated as they predicted. I was with her most of Friday and she is/was in some pain. Her mind is all over the place too. She has had quite a few visitors during my time with her and I try to keep her busy (between visitors) by singing to/with her, reading to her and keeping a constant flow of "conversation" with her. It is very heart breaking to see her in this state of mind- almost childlike on so many levels. But, if we keep her mind and hands busy during the daylight hours, then she will sleep at night.
If everything goes well with her PT in the hospital, they will release on Monday to a rehabilitation center. The Roosevelt Rehab Institute in Warm Springs is scheduled to assess her on Monday morning- they are my first choice for her rehabilitation. I just pray that they accept her into their program since it is the closest to home for her and if everything goes well, she will only be there for 1-2 weeks. And then she would be released to go home and at-home-PT would take place 2-3 times per week. The ultimate goal at his point it to a) get her back to Pine Mountain and b) getting her as mobile as possible... Right now, I am not really sure if walking on her own will ever be an option. It all depends on her.
I am back on hospital sitter duty all day tomorrow. Hopefully, she will be in a better state of mind. Until then….

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